I Could Say...

I could say that I'll always be here for you
But that would be a lie and quite a pointless thing to do
I could say that I'll always have feelings for you
But I've got a life ahead of me and I'm only 22

Since you've gone I've lost that chip on my shoulder
Since you've gone I feel like I've gotten older
Now you're gone it's as if the whole wide world is my stage
Now you're gone it's like I've been let out of my cage

You always made it clear that you hated my friends
You made me feel so guilty when I was running round with them
And everything was always about being cool
And now I've come to realize there's nothing cool about you at all

I do like this song. It's SO catchy. You ought to look it up. By Lily Allen by the way. My dad says her voice is like butter... whatever that means. But her voice is beautiful. Kinda creamy. Ohhhh.. butter is creamy.. thats why. HA! I get it. Anyways, look up this song. Its beautiful.

System Shut Down. Please Restart.

Restart. End of the year WILL end fantastically and with a HUGE BANG! Its going to be great! No matter WHAT happens I WILL make it great and have my great friend Kaitlin help me! In fact, I am going to have ALL my friends help me make this last 5 months AWESOME. Lets start by restarting my system.

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Hello, my name is Kate Ellen Kennedy.
I love to sing, laugh, write, have deep conversations, listen to music, draw, do anything artistic, and eat.
I love my life. Sure, a few little bumps in the road can make you hurt a little, but I know that I have gotten much stronger and more mature this year. I feel a lot wiser. And like I have become a completely different person from last year. Last year, I was kind of crazy. I have basically the same sense of humor. But I didn't know stress or what tough was. And I think I have a better clue now. But I got through it, and I feel a lot better. Tomorrow night is the Tri-Schools Dance. (Reminds me of the "Tri-Wizard Tournament..." YAY!) I will dance away all my troubles. Everything will go RIGHT as they have this week. This has been a fantastic week at school. I cannot wipe the stupid grin off my face. Thanks Jane. ;) Your amazing.

Much love, The cheery, new, wiser, yet cretinous Kate Kennedy. Talk to you all soon.

The Latest!

So I decided to do something. I wrote myself a letter, addressed to my future self, and I am gonna open it years from now, and then write my next future self another one! And just keep going all my life till the end when I can look back and see all the things that happened through out my life. I am also keeping a journal, but I have been doing that. Its fun to go back and read some of the stupid things that you write. My favorite entry is in kindergarten, "I hate mushrooms." Oh wasn't it great when that was the worst thing that was happening in your life? Being forced to eat your mushrooms. Those were the good old days. But everything is better now. Although lately it seems as if everyone is growing up ahead of me. Its a tad bit annoying. I'm not gonna list all those things, but there are quite a few! Its very annoying. Although, I don't want to grow up all the way and become a serious adult to fast, I do just want to be treated like a 15 year old, not a 7 year old. ;) But I like being a cretin. Its fun. Oh guess what! I am, once again, in Freshman Acadamy typing this up. My teacher gives us assignments that are supposed to last the entire class period, but they are really easy for me (learning word, powerpoint, and excel! :P) and so I just finish them in about 20 minutes then have the rest of the class to just go on the internet, blog, play bubble shooter/uphill rush. Its a great block to just kinda hang out. Its nice just to stop worrying about all the stress of other classes and let it out with a nice game of bubble shooter. That sounds quite lovely. I am not a fan of excel. Nope nope not one little bit. Blech! I wish I had a remote to stop time or fast forward or something like that. But then I remember the movie, Click, and I decide, nope I do not want one of those remotes. That movie made me start crying SO hard at the end. I am not gonna give anything away, but that movie, goodness I just bawl my eyes out. Its so sad! OH MAN! A girl in my class just went out to her locker and came back with cookies and gatorade. And they are not for sharing and I am hungry and that cookie is deliciously huge and looks warm. (drools a little...) I just love food. I am a never ending food disposal. Anything you put in front of me I will eat. Great.

Ouch Charlie.... that really hurts!

Have you seen that video, "Charlie Bit Me?" If not look it up. Its on youtube. Its basically a little boy and his baby brother, and the little baby is named Charlie, and the older brother sticks his finger in Charlies mouth and the boy laughs and pulls it out. Then he does it again, as if he didn't learn the first time, except this time Charlie bites down hard and the little boy is actually in pain.

The first time hurt a little, but it didn't learn its lesson, and it just put themself in that situation again, but the next time actually hurt, and it was harder to get out of this one.

Will it be able to get through this. To persevere through? Will I be able to get through this?

Words hurt.

February 7th

This is an important, VERY important day. Because it is Thea's birthday. Woo!!